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Music…for the Bourgeoisie and the Rebel July 29, 2008

Posted by astralwicks in Blogging, Culture, Family, friends, india, Memory, music, People, Personal, Places, Writing.
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Music – how it came and stayed.

Mother – mom is a singer. No, she doesn’t sing for money, is not a radio or a TV artiste. She just sings because her mom or my grand mother used to sing and used to sing very good. So does my mom. So, from an early age, actually as far back as I can remember I have heard songs. Devotional Carnatic songs can be heard in my house from 7 in the morning.

When we were kids it used to be even earlier. Now with age, sleep patterns have changed although the singing thankfully has not diminished. Thyagaraja, Annamacharya, Vishnu Sahasranama and a whole lot of theme specific, not to mention, songs from Telugu films – songs voiced by Bhanumati, C.Janaki, Sushila, Ghantasala (probably the greatest male playback singer from Andhra, if not from the country and I am not kidding) and others.

Father – can’t sing at all, but is a serious, very serious fan of the Golden Era of Hindi film songs, which means from 50 to 58 in his calculations. According to him even the 60’s represented a collapse and R.D. Burman was a corrupting influence. So, his contribution is in the form of the radio that he played every morning, evening and night. He still does the morning routine.

I still remember the 7.55 A.M song played on Radio Ceylon – it is always a K.L. Saigal number. I am saying is, but probably times have changed. His favourite was, is and always will be Naushad. Years later when I interviewed Naushad I told him about my father’s obsession with him. The great composer wrote a letter to him in Urdu. I said he can’t understand (he once used to in the 1950’s but with no use, forgot) Urdu anymore, so he translated it into Hindi. That piece of paper has been laminated and kept under lock and key back in Jamshedpur.

Similarly Vivid Bharti used to be another frequency that he used to visit on a daily basis for a long time. He discontinued it and we (my sister and I) picked it up – for the latest in Hindi film music.

Last but not the least – Binaca Geet Mala. The most popular voice on the air-waves. Amin Sayani’s ‘Bhaiyyon aur Behnon’ a friendly invitation and the countdown – a template to all future hosts that kept an entire nation on its tenterhooks. It briefly changed its name to Cibaca Geet Mala during its last legs. I suspect another change too but have forgotten what it was. I also remember a Sony 90 minute tape that was given by my uncle – a compilation of all the hits from 1952 – the years Baiju Bawra won to the mid 80’s – a tape that is languishing in an old trunk in my parent’s house.

So, it goes without saying that if my parents’ were devoid of any musical obsession – I would have been a philistine – of all kinds.

The Radio – so all this music came to us in the house on Radios. We had a huge brown Marconi – named after the very man. It had valves inside – towers that blinked when you switch it on. I was fascinated but couldn’t understand what they did. The Marconi had a glass panel in the front with names of all the Station names. So when you tuned by turning the knob, you could travel from Chicago, New York, London, Paris, Russia, Johannesburg, Turkey, Delhi, Ceylon, Tokyo etc.

It was a fantastical experience as kids! One was transported along with the changing sound waves and the corresponding language to all the different places of the world – sitting right in front of the radio! It was a world tour without moving. Can I get excited like that anymore?

The Marconi is a mummy now, wrapped and preserved – nobody having the know how to mend it.

With time things became smaller and mobile and a National Panasonic served us in the growing up years from the 70’s. It’s still in use and my father loves Japan. It was again a Panasonic tape recorder that took us to the next level of audio experience.

Festivals – all festivals Durga Puja, Lakshmi, Ganesh, Id or the local festivals of Jharkhaand (then Bihar) meant that music would be blared 24 x 7. We unfortunately heard the worst, growing up in the early 80’s, leaning heavily on Padmalaya and Jetendra films, but on good days, some playlist orchestrated by a connoisseur, some good songs of the earlier eras – 60’s or 70’s (50’s was too old even then) could be heard. Independence and Republic day had an established song base that one could not deviate from. It was during these festivals that ‘Jhankaar Beats’ was heard and a judgment passed by the crowds.

People – we all have our uncle or aunt or friend who introduces us to something. I had Rajendra – a couple or more years elder to me, old family friends. From him I was introduced to the world of western music.

We had diaries before the computer. In these diaries he used to maintain a catalogue – of all the music that he had. . This was also necessitated by the fact that pirated tapes sometimes only had the tape and nothing else or tape with wrong information. So, when you laid your hand on any information then it made perfect sense to write it down for posterity.

1 of the first artistes that I followed was The Boss or Bruce Springsteen, courtesy Rajendra, who till date swears on him and the E Street Band. Nebraska, Darkness on the Edge of Town, Tunnel of Love and more…sometimes when he used to run out of money and had to buy his tape – he used to run to me. Similarly the flute wielding Ian Anderson of Jethro Tull was a thrill of teenage years. And Michael Jackson.

Nobody could escape his influence those days. After the ritual hindi film song playlist at most of the festivals the night was reserved for MJ. The pandal was and is made right across my house – not more than 20 meters and most of my elders from the locality would be slightly tipsy by then. By 10 P.M, MJ would be put on and then a free style dance session would begin. There was this one guy Vasu who used to move like glue. He seemed a Bad boy from the ghetto with a Yamaha for company. He would dance and we would watch mesmerized much to our parents’ chagrin, but…

Music Station – and then there are seminal changes. Changes that make you cross and enter the beyond from which you never come back. Music Station was such a place near my home in Jamshedpur. It was (yes, it no longer exists) a cassette shop run from a garage (how perfectly rock-romantic!) by Sukhdev Singh or Debbie as he calls himself.

An artist, painter and a proclaimed Deadhead. He had the world of rock in his garage. Everything that one has ever heard was represented in that garage. You could check out the tapes, their history in Rock Handbooks placed at a handy distance and order. He had Sony 60’s and 90’s. It was custom made recording with Xerox copies of the original sleeve design supplemented by a small sketch or comments just to make it personal. Every 10 or 15 days the collection would be updated and a small flier would mention the additions.

It would not be far fetched to say that at least 2 generations of rock music aficianados from Jamshedpur have learnt their A B C’s from that shop. And this is not your regular Magnasound catalogue available everywhere. Here you would get the Dark Star version played at Glastonbury on Valentine’s Day in the year 79 (that’s just an example – so please don’t start looking for such a version) or all the music from the Monteray Festival of 67…the peak of ‘Summer of Love’. You get the picture.

And it has never been the same.

College – the wonder years for me. Lots of rolling on the grass, bunking classes, playing cricket, all day music sessions and during the festival season a whole lot of headbanging even when they were playing Pink Floyd! We were in all honesty dazed and confused. The diverse milieu made me listen to metal, thrash, funk and soul, got me in touch with people who had listened more and knew more and shared more! I have never listened to more music than those 5 years at Hindu College. Not to forget Indian Classical music because of Spic Macay and Bangla Rock because most of my friends were from Calcutta.

For almost 3 years I only listened to a mix of The Beatles, Rolling Stones, Van Morrison, REM, Led Zeppelin and Velvet Underground.

Nouveau I never thought that I would move beyond The Doors, Grateful Dead, Rolling Stones, Tull, Led Zeppelin, REM, Van Morrison, Velvet and company. Not in terms of leaving deadwood behind but to discover something new. And then the computer happened.

The computer had made its mark by the 2000’s in India. Napster was everywhere and piracy was not understood. Free Love probably became free music and downloads became the staple. 1 click and you had it. Friends who had access started downloading new music with a hint of electronica, something we could groove and dance to. And we had fun. Dance sets one free I had heard and indeed it does.

I discovered House, Progressive and IDM – similar, dissimilar and evolving – I am still on the journey.

Many thanks to all.

The Cat Called Fish September 10, 2007

Posted by astralwicks in Adoption, Andheri, Animals, Cat, Fish, Fish Market, friends, india, Kidnap, Mumbai, Stockholm Syndrome.
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Yesterday went to buy some fish with a friend. Preparing a dinner for some friends. At the 4 bungalows market in Andheri West, Mumbai. While browsing through the fishy expanse one heard a growl, a meow in fact of a cat. A kitten it was in fact. It was tiny, looked malnourished. My friend suggested that we take the tiny thing with us. I protested. I don’t support this kidnapping, I asserted. A bigger cat was close by, looking I thought at me. Could it be this little things mother I wondered? There is the mother, I proclaimed. The little kitten was in the crook of my arm right then. We looked at the cat and the cat looked right back at us. Without any emotion. Then it walked past us. My friend was ecstatic. Not the mother was the verdict. Imagine a new, cleaner environment, good food etc my friend and chief instigator suggested.

This kitten was being kidnapped from the rowdy, noisy streets of 4 bungalows for another close friend of ours. Yesterday they were in a hurry. They had to catch their bus to Goa, for a small vacation when the news of the kitten reached them. They are looking forward to their return, courtesy their kitten.

So the kitten traveled with us in an auto rickshaw, then an air – conditioned car and we finally reached our base. New environs and new people. The kitten was taking its time. A couple of our friends were talking, playing and generally making things comfortable for the kitten when the chief architect of the entire operation decided to give the little one a bath. The kitten was put under a tap, without exposing its ears. It started to meow ardently. You tyrant it wanted to shout. But it was dirty too.

The tiny one shivered for a bit and then sank into a huge windcheater. It felt warm, safe and slept for the next hour. Stockholm Syndrome suggested Abhishek. It seemed so anyways. Fish broth was prepared for the esteemed guest. It sniffed and rejected it. Same with milk and biscuit broth.

What’s it called, asked someone?

Fish, I said. Our cat is called Fish.

Of Friends and Others August 31, 2007

Posted by astralwicks in Courage, Factory, film, Frankenstein, friends, india, RGV, Sholay.
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My friend who was lost in Bangkok has returned home, at least to Bombay that is. We had dissuaded one of our friends from going to Bangkok to find him. We were thinking of more conventional ways of searching him….hiring a detective etc but she she did the bravest act…headed for an alien country all on her own and accomplished what she set out to do. She found him. Bravo.

The battle though is not yet over. News likes scandal and it salivates when the person involved is from the film industry…the realm of the dissolute and the corrupt. That’s the world’s pov. Friends are are all aghast, the reporter did his job and the reader got a 3 minute story, captivating the moment ready to be forgotten the 4th minute.

RGV’s Aag has hit the screens today in India. People are debating – is it sensible to remake Sholay etc which is a useless debate. I, me, myself had written a blog wondering why RGV would attempt it. Two words, Artistic Freedom gives all the relevant answers. But the moot point was not if RGV could or couldn’t because anyways he did. The point was ‘why’?

To better it? No. Because you can’t. What is the reason then? The reason is that RGV has exhausted himself. The Factory lived up to its reputation and gobbled up the custom-made, intimate films that only happen once in an artist’s lifetime. The Factory was RGV’s Frankenstein. We all are interested in knowing how bad Aag could be. Is that a fall, both for the maker and the audience?

Now RGV has a new formula for success. Get hold of Superstars. Pair the most happening people. Create controversies. Market the concept. He has over the years learnt the fine art of not making films but selling them. He has done quite a pathetic job at it, but brand RGV is still going strong. When was the last half-decent film he made. His next, called Darling in his own words is a comic-horror-musical. What’s that? Brain Damage/Avant Garde? Anyone?

Met an old friend via mail. Works for Greenpeace in Holland. Another close friend left Mumbai for Delhi today. Coming and going. Going and coming. Till next.

Lost August 17, 2007

Posted by astralwicks in Bangkok, film, friends, Lost, Mumbai, Shetty.
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There has still been no sign of my friend who is lost in Bangkok. Some friends and a relative are in Bangkok. Others like us who are in Mumbai want to go, but there are various problems. Money, career, and other obligations. We do feel guilty I think. We have spent so many days and nights together. Have laughed and fought together. Ate and drank together. We are feeling sad and guilty.

Then we justify our inability by giving various excuses. Will our presence actually help? What good will come of it other than giving emotional support and individual brownie points? Don’t know what to do.

Various conspiracy theories have cropped up. What happened we ask and then stay mute – we don’t have an answer, any answer. He had given up the last 4 months of his life for the film. Rarely met his friends or partied or did late nights. The film was everything, like it is for all of us. Then what made our friend leave all and disappear just 3 days before the final wrap?

Has he been kidnapped? Fallen in bad company? What? WHAT?

We wait for your return Shetty. And we won’t ask any questions.

all and everyone back home

Viva Cinema August 9, 2007

Posted by astralwicks in Antonioni, art, Bergman, Cinema, film festival, friends, London.
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Antonioni and Bergman died on the same day. It was not co-incidence of course, but a great era came to an end. Quietly and peacefully. Two film makers from Europe who saw the great war, the great crime and the great appetite.

I haven’t seen all of their films. L’Aventurra, Blow up, L’Ecclipse and The Passenger of Antonioni.

L’Aventurra was a revelation. I had seen the film on VHS during one of the many film festivals that we friends used to organise. 30 films in 5 days kind of thing. We could keep our eyelids from betraying us and we watched some great cineme.

It was during one of those film binges that I had discovered Aventurra. I found it slow, ponderous and beautiful. I slept in the morning after a surfeit of film. At around 11 that morning a friend of ours visited and wanted to watch a film. Aventurra got played again. I was awake by then and then started watching it again. The small boat with the lovers on it sailed and then the girl gets lost and then something happened. I left the room and felt elation.

I had understood Aventurra. Through and through would be a presumptuous statement but Antonioni’s lifelong obsession to delineate the ‘architecture of relationships’ suddenly was made visible and accessible. Love, guilt, sin, loss, reconciliation and redemption of the characters became my own love, guilt…redemption.

Similarly with Blow-Up. Vast desolate colorful sexy lost loathsome playful grim gray murderous London. Where is the ball? Ah the mime shadow play of a herd painted and Dionysian. I watched it a second and a third time and had to give up and say that this onion is for an eternity. There is still The Passenger…another shocker. Antonioni’s films for me are as ferociously intelligent and condemnatory ultimately holding a speck of redemption as the aphorisms of Nietzsche.

Bergman, the playwrite from Faro who went on to make films that is as potent as any literature of the world. I was scared watching my 1st Bergman – obtuse, religious, symbolist, theatrical…came across too much like a pedant.

Wild Strawberries was cinema and much more. So were the others that I have watched. Smiles of a Summer Night, The Seventh Seal, Autumn Sonata, Persona and Fanny and Alexander. There are more to be studied and fallen in love with.

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